soulmate

Hey,

I want u to gift me ur trust..

and unleash all ur pent-up grief.

I want you to weep inconsolably over my shoulder..

with firm faith that each sob will b given its due hearing.. I

want u to pull my ears, when i go wrong..

and bring me back to the path forcibly in a motherly way..

i want u to tolearte all my tantrums..

with steely confidence that finally i will come back to u..

I want u to share all ur feelings...

to entrsut upon me all ur secrecy..

with this undulating faith that..

those will go with me to the grave..

i wish to pull ur daffodill cheeks apart..

and bring a beatific smile .. in ur despondency..

I want 2 watch u with a faint smile doing salsa on my face...

while u r busy narrating ur experiences,..

I want to know all ur dreams...

to know all the small cherubic desires u harbour.. I

want u to demand with all urgency... my attention, my time, my care... my love.

I wish to tease u abt ur looks..

and amuse myself in ur inevitable innocent blushes..

I wish to flirt with ur ear lobes, ur hair locks..

and to let u know the nuances of my romanticism,.. like a dream-come-true lover....

i wish to sketch the path via which..

the smiles on ur lips come into ur eyes...

I wish to treat u like my doll, and take care of all ur demands, however silly..

in a religiously brotherly way..

I want ur energy to b in communion with my energy,

rejuvenating each other every moment..

I want u to b my teacher, expalining the subtelities of life..

and me unquestioningly believing in it..

I want to make fun of you....

make u feel like an idiot but silently admire ur intelligence..

And we two giving the world a music to celebrate

in our inextricably mixed mellifluous chuckles..

I wish to be privy of all ur innate emotions..

ur laugh, ur tears, ur depression, ur fear, ur embarrasment...

I wish to have this feeling that i will b the 1st to come to ur mind..

when u decide to share any of ur imminent feelings..

I wish to b asked to help u..

to decide btwn the alternatives..

and me pretending to suggest u...

knowing that finally u will have ur way..

I want you to keep correcting me

about my demeanour, my attire, my look like the concerned better half ..

and me behaving like an erratic younger sibling

just in want of more attention ...

i want you to enrich every breath of mine..

with the consciousness that is absolute,

with the energy which is creative ..

I want u to give my eyes the tears it has lost...

to wake me from the dormancy..

with the solemn kiss, and angelic glow on your face

showing me the way to divinity..

I want you to teach me ..

to cry, to smile, to love, every thing that a dying soul needs for re-incarnation..

I want the glint in my eyes to be there in yours ..

I wish that we both stroll in clouds..

hand in hand like 2 childs oblivious to this world..

Both helping transcend each other..

listen...the child in me speaks to the child in u......

--to a relationship impossible to confine in a word,

--to an unbridled passion..

Epilogue: Above lines capturing the over-powering true feelings that I had for a gal. It was not love. It was a concept of friendship in its purest form, similar to one which you find in hearts at a very tender age, age when we are have not untouched & ignorant from the hypcricy, duplicity, maturity, selfishness of the arould around us. It was not for nothing that someone said 'Ignorance Is Bliss'. Above is a tete-a-tete between two souls where one confides his innate desires into the other.